Standing at the cross of Mount Soledad in San Diego, last month, mom and I took in the scenic view as we embarked on this crazy journey of cancer fighting. Fighting for life.
It’s interesting that our host would advise this location as one of our tours. Now used as a war memorial, the cross stands among the beautiful blue skyline of San Diego despite legal efforts to have the piece removed. The cross still stands.
I reflect on the meaning of the cross and the death of Christ on the cross and there it was… He wasn’t at the cross fighting for His life, but ours. Fighting for OUR lives, by sacrificing His. The only perfect offering that could satisfy the Creator and bring the grace of life – full and everlasting – to all who believe.
It really is kinda wild to believe Jesus is who He says He is. To believe the scriptures. To choose to believe, by faith, with your heart, that He died for you on the cross… and thankfully He did that we might receive the Holy Spirit.
And with this Spirit, the power to commune with God intimately and continually. What a gift. All of these doors for San Diego’s cancer treatment have flung wide open. By the grace of God and with the power of the Spirit.
It is, with faith, that I must conclude Jesus is leading the way for this spectacular cancer treatment that we are days away from embarking on. May we be sensitive to His guidance.
Tomorrow my mom and I fly down to San Diego to meet with the surgical oncologist and go through a round of pre-operative testing. It’s a super quick trip and we will be back Friday night. Wouldn’t you know, the chaos of flower shoppin’ would ensue this weekend as well? My Mother’s Day preparation isn’t quite where I had hoped it to be, but God will surely work this out, right? A couple of angels have volunteered at the store this week, and next week I have a great staff lined up. Lord, help me trust in You during this busy, chaotic time.
My blogging time is not accounted for, but I need a moment to rest and be still, so take that. Most of my spare time is, for the next week and a half, absolutely rare and intentional. If I believe Jesus can do rad things like rise from the dead, heal the blind, walk on water, and ascend into heaven… surely I can have faith that He will take care of my silly flower shop needs, my pain, my mom’s enormous cancer procedure, my family, and all of the anxiety and stress that are attached to this life right now. Right?
As much as we associate the cross with Jesus, it’s also a symbol of our association and heir to His mercy, love, power, and grace… May I look upon the cross as a symbol of life full and everlasting. In the weeks ahead may we rest all of our worries, doubts, and fear at the foot of the cross. May He provide mama healing, peace, and comfort, super natural. We thank you for your provision, direction, and hope, Father. Amen.